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Monday, May 21, 2012

Big decisions moving forward.

Sorry I haven't written much over the last week. Been dealing with some stuff and in a crappy mood. Anyways I am seeing a new doctor. This one is an RE and hopefully knows her stuff. After 10 min. of talking to her she doesn’t think we are suffering from Unexplained IF, but I may have PCOS. They ran some blood tests last week and those came back normal on Friday. I go tomorrow for a special ultrasound to check out my ovaries for cysts. The RE seems to think that’s what on them based on looking at the old doc’s ultrasound results. So we will see…I will keep updating you all on here and my page. 

But the hubby and I have come to the decision that if nothing is wrong tomorrow and no cysts and such, we are stopping treatments for awhile. The last 6 months I mostly have let this consume me and have taken him on a roller coaster ride with me. I have neglected our relationship and right now we need to be at our strongest and we are not. The hubby is in school full time and works part time at night so until he is finished with school next year at this time we are taking a break. Next fall we plan on revisiting the subject and going from there.
Don’t get me wrong it is hard and I ask myself am I sure, but this is for the better.  I do feel at peace about this decision, and we will keep trying naturally to in the meantime. You just never know, God works in mysterious ways. :)

We are taking a vaction this year and taking time to work on us. I think I am going to make us a bucket list of things we have never done or would like to get out of the way before we have our little Miracles. 

So in the meantime I am going to keep blogging and connecting with others thru my facebook page. Myself and a few others are starting a support group in our area. So I have plenty to keep me busy so as not to obsess about it any longer.  

I will try to keep up on my posts this week. It gets hard sometimes thought when you don’t know what to say.  :) 
Hope everyone is having a great week.  


  1. Even though it's hard to let go, sometimes breaks are really helpful. I did that at one point during my journey. I actually took a leave of absence from my job and traveled with my husband's was the best six weeks of the whole journey.

    I hope you get some answers...thinking of you.

  2. Taking a break is a great idea, especially when things are not good between the two of you. This will not be good, for you, him, or any potential babies you might make. I too have PCOS and do not give up hope there are lots of treatments that could help you become pregnant. It is alot when the fun of making a baby seems to be work!!